Saturday, August 4, 2012

Self-Knowledge; Vet :)

This is for my own review :) 


Go vet go! :) <3

Dr. Sue Kz.
Dream big; is the beginning of a success :)

Self-Reflection; Honest


Okay, i bet this post gonna be a bit "jiwang". Haha
Well, having someone special is normal. (︶ε︶*)
but, how you treat them is the question. 
How well you treat your beloved? hmm..  ō_ō`

I admit it, yea..I have someone VERY special in my life. (feel free to puke) haha!
and we planned to keep a good relationship together. We rock each other though. 
 Somehow, we are having long distance relationship since we ended our college last MAY.  ⊙﹏⊙
But we promised to be honest and faithful. No curang2 ok! 

I still remember the moment he gave  me a "couple ring". haha. I was laughing.!
Well, I never thought that he would be that "romantic". and i saw he blushed, smiling towards me. Then he turned into someone different. I bet he was serious that moment. Telling me that he loves me and hoping that I will never leave him. Haha. Ok dude. I won't.
I promise to myself, I will make him happy. Be as honest as I could. Wear that ring all the time.
Everywhere i go, the ring will be on my ring man. 

Well, dulu I'm a bad person. Playing fool with guys? haha. Never even wear my ex's ring. Because for me, nahh.. he will never know if i didn't wear it. Kalau nk jumpa baru pkai. Then bila terjumpa secara tiba-tiba. Kantoi terus. and I don't even care of breaking his heart. until the karma hits me. and that was a long story.  

I don't know. This time, secara sendirinya I feel like trying to be faithful as i can. Haih! 
Nak pergi mana2, mesti kena pakai cincin azimat tu. Kadang2 I don't wear it when I'm at home. Yelah, nak masak, basuh pinggan, gaul kuih, basuh beras all that, susah lah. So, I'll put it in my jewellery box. Then, bila nk keluar, baru pakai. :) 

Even bila terlupa pakai, dh masuk kereta, even dh start engine dh, sanggup turun balik pergi ambil cincin azimat kt bilik. Itulah cintan cintun namanya. (≧o≦) ahah! 
Bukan apa, I feel guilty. and i feel like betraying him. Noooo~
I've promised. Then I will never betray him somehow.

Actually, pernah je dulu2 buat benda senyap2. Somehow, everytime Sue buat jahat, mesti dan pasti dia akan tahu. Selalu aja kantoi. Tak pernah terselamat pun. Black Magic? ˚॓.॔
Orang kata, FIRASAT. Entohle. Atau mungkin dia seorang DUKUN. atau pembela TOYOL. I pun tatahu. Hehe.
 From that, I know. I shouldn't lie


No matter what or how, we shouldn't be honest after dah terkantoi banyak kali.
Try to be honest from the beginning. It may save your relationship. :)
I hate being cheated. So do others. 
If you don't want to be cheated, then don't cheat people.
KARMA DO EXIST!
Then, it's always
HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY. 。◕‿‿◕。
Remember that.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Dear Nora & Bie.

Korang....
I've tried so hard cari "Follow" button kt blog korang.
Where is it hiding? Hhaha. 
I've lost in your blog. Canggih sgt.
 Sorrrryyyyyy Nora & Bie....

I didn't mean to be this "slow".
Walaupun sememangnya Sue slow in everything especially kelas MR.HAYAZI. 
hahaha. ;p
Please help meeee~

Nota Buat Umi Tersayang

 Siapakah Insan ini ?
Bila diamati, rinnduuu sesangat kat insan yg ku gelar sebagai umi ni. Beliau bukanlah seorang ibu, malah belum berkahwin pun lg ye ! Haha. 
Sue panggil beliau umi, sbb sifatnya yg penyayang, caring, and lembut dlm menegur buat Sue selesa berdamping dgn beliau.
Nama sebenar beliau, Nurul Syamimi bt Fauzi. Orang panggil Mimi. Tp insan yg xcukup kasih sayang kt kolej ni panggil beliau UMI. Manja betul. Ye tahu, tahu.. =.=
Beliau cantik orangnya. Berkulit cerah, dan mukanya akan bertukar merah bila malu. Itu yg special pasal Umi saya. Muahh! Muahh!
 
Hm.. Umi, Sue rindu nk share masalah dgn umi. Nak dgr nasihat umi. Umi selaaaaalu jaga Sue.
(╥_╥)
Ok, tetiba emosi tulis post kali ni..
Semua orang sayang Umi. Semua kawan2 sayang Umi. Cuma, ada yg iri hati dgn umi je, yg slalu xsuka tgk umi lebih dari orang. X pelah umi.. Sue merasa lebih teruk dari Umi. Ramai yg xsuka Sue. Sue tahu, Sue xbaik kt kolej. Orang nampak Sue arrogant. Sombong. Tp, Umi dan kawan2 yg slalu dgn Sue je faham Sue. 
 
Umi, Syikin, Ainaa, Bie, Nurul, Zati, Mahir, Tini, Nora, Hasni, Kakak, & Kak Ipah. Slalu bersama. :) Sue sayangkan keluarga Sue kt Zuhudian. Tp, Sue xpasti berapa orang yang betul2 suka Sue.
Tak kisah la orang tak suka sue pun. Yang penting Sue xpernah benci siapa2 pun kat Zuhud. 
Smua Family Sue. 
Umi dgn insan2 yg sering bermanja.
Umi, terima kasih sbb selaaaaaalu support Sue. Tak smua yg slalu dgn Sue. Yang pasti, Umi, Bie, Ainaa..Paling kuat support Sue. Kawan-kawan lain pun ada, cuma mgkin mereka pun ada kerja yg perlu mereka selesaikan.
Insan2 yg Sue syg sgt3.
Sue suka gmbr yg ni. Kita bukanlah besties yg sering bersama kemana-mana. Tp, gambar ni ialah antara insan2 yg sering bg kekuatan kt Sue. Terima kasih korang. :)

Bila diamati, x banyak gambar Sue n Umi. Selepas geladah folder2 dalam laptop, akhirnya Sue jumpa satu. Ni gambar time g camping. Futsal sama2. :)

Hehe. Umi, Sue rindu umi. Hope umi ok2 je kt sana. 
Thanks for everything. Take care and remember,
I always love you, like you always do. (。♥‿♥。)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Fortunate Horlicks Cookies.



Hahaha. Okay, First time and first attempt on my "experiment of cookies" i guess? haha.
Funny enough to know that i'm making cookies?
Actually, I'm not a cookie making type of person. Enough with making spaghetti (so professional on this one), and lauk pauk for lunch, dinner or something. So not in baking. ;p
Ok, suite for a girl who always disobey every rules. I'm not following any recipes guideline in everything. I love "try & error" concept. Getting obsessed  with experimental works maybe.

So, this disease may caused by the McFlurry Horlicks Ice-cream at MC Donalds. It is soooooooo yummy! Then it turns into an idea where I want to make my own recipe! "Horlicks Cookies!"

And Horlicks reminds me on my beloved Teddy Bear (soulmate). He loves it so much.
so I dedicated this experiment for him. :) Yes I love you teddy!

Muahahaha. Got an idea, grab some money, and buy the stuffs. Basic ingredient in making cookies. Just simply add the horlicks about 3 tablespoons. 
Unfortunately, there's a problem with the mixer. Then???
Yes! I manually "blend" the butter, sugars, vanilla, egg yolk and so on. (do we call it blend?) haha. I call it "kacau". Bahasa dapur which is totally broken.

Mak aihh.. Well, the butter was still solid and belum lembut lg. I just keep kacau it.
And finally....
 See what happen. :)
Patah!! Hahahahaha... How come boleh patah? Memang la bila askar masuk dapur.
And my niece, 10 y/o cakap macam ni..
"Ya Allah. Nanti kalau uncle fiz tgk ni, mesti pengsan. Sbb isteri dia ganas sgt."
Whatever. Sampai ada rupa, just add here and there.. 
Finally...
Ada rupa la juga. Haha
The smell of the horlicks + vanilla dh mengancam benor.. Yummy yummy!

Masuk Oven!
Then.. Tadddaaaaahh!!!!

Hehehe. Let the family members try it. :) Alhamdulillah, the kids love it!
Ask the chef; my brother. Ok thumbs up for me. :p

Lastly, here come the big boss. Mummy & Daddy.
Cuak gila nk bg rasa. Habis humble dh depan cookies. Haha.
Maklumlah, Sue xpernah rajin gini. Orang lain buat sgala jenis biskut pun tak kecoh. Haha. 
Xpe, pengalaman mengajar kita :)

First comment from ayah: "Ni buat? Beli nih..hmm sedapnya! "
Ibu: "Sedap! Pandai la ni buat biskut. Rangup molek. Oh, buat naik gula aku jeh!" (bantai dua keping. Ok, not suitable for diabetes patient.)

Hehe. Luckily i get a positive comments for my first own recipe.
Reka cipta itu penting dalam mencari kelainan.
Mulanya, sue xpernah yakin dalam apa jua benda. Negative dulu yg datang. Fikir xboleh buat.
Actually, Sue jealous tgk gadis lain terer buat itu ini. But I just simply like fikir "Aku xde bakat pun"
Never try at all. 
Now, I realize... Apa pun, we must try first. Jgn cakap xboleh dulu. 
Apa pun menjadi kalau kita rajin and confident :)

Thanks to Muhammad Hafiz & McDonalds kerana memberi inspirasi & ilham dalam rekaan resepi ini. Kalau bukan favorite org yg tersayang dan kalau bukan ice-cream mcFlurry yg sedap tu, xmungkin sue akan cuba buat cookies ni. :)

So, always remember...Never say never at the beginning. Believe in yourself.
Everyone can make it if we try.
If there's a will, then there's a hope. :) 


Benda ni boleh patah?

Hahaha. Tak kire la apa pun yg patah. Janji boleh makan :)

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Dear Future Husband......

Salam Ramadhan buat semua! :)
Sebelum Sue tidur untuk kembali bangkit utk bersahur pagi esok, ada sikit luahan hati yang terpendam ikhlas dari Sue. Cewaahh! ^^,
Well, biasalah tatkala tiba ramadhan, solat terawih la yg paling seronok kan? Naluri berterawih mmg berbeza drpd hari2 yg lain. Sbb Ramadhan je satu2nya masa untuk kita rebut peluang untuk berterawih bersama.
Harini, dh hari kedua berpuasa, Sue pun tak nak lepaskan peluang untuk berterawih skali. 
Sedang Sue berjalan masuk ke Masjid, tiba-tiba aja mata ni terpandang pada jejaka2 muda yg turut ke masjid utk solat terawih.
Alhamdulillah.. Sejuukk sgt hati tgk mereka2 pakai pakaian yg sopan, berjubah putih, berkopiah.. Walaupun tak nampak muka, tp dari belakang pun dh nampak kacak. Mgkin Nur ada bersama-sama org yg ikhlas nk mengerjakan ibadah di rumah Allah. 
Tiba-tiba terdetik kt hati Sue satu keinginan utk dijodohkan dgn seorang suami yg soleh, sopan dan mampu mendidik Sue sbg isteri yg solehah serta anak2 sue nnt.
Alangkah baiknya kalau dpt kecapi kebahagiaan didunia dan akhirat. Ya Allah, alangkah baiknya..
 
Sungguh, bukan paras rupa, bukan pangkat, bukan harta yg Sue nk cari dari seseorang yg bernama suami. Tapi, cukuplah iman dan ilmu yg mampu dikongsi bersama.

Hmm.. Suka tgk lelaki yg suka berjemaah di masjid. Sejuk sgt hati tgk mereka. Tak hensem takpe, yg penting akhlak baik. Beriman. :)

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya padamu aku meminta, jodohkan aku dgn suami yg soleh, mampu mendidikku ke jalan yg kau redhai. Berikan kami kebahagiaan hidup didunia dan akhirat ya Allah. 

Ramai lelaki fikir, hensem, bergaya, kaya, cool, tu dh ckup utk wanita.
Hello abang-abang sekalian. Ingatlah, nnt korang pun akan ada anak-anak. Anak-anak nnt lah akan doakan kita bila kita dh mati. Kalau kita sendiri tak mampu beri didikan agama untuk mereka, then who else? Kalau tak didik dari kecil, susahlah korang tua2 nnt.

Sue akui, sue bukanlah org yg alim soal agama. Sbb tu sue perlukan suami yg mampu didik sue untk jd wanita yg lebih baik. Kalau sekarang baru 30% tahap agama, hopefully, dgn adanya suami soleh, 95% pun ok lah. Kalau boleh nk 100%, tp siapalah kita, seorang insan biasa yg takkan lari dari kesilapan kan?

Dulu, zaman muda2 dulu..Nak lelaki yg hensem..Terer itu ini..tp xpernah fkir soal agama. Skrg, baru sue sedar apa yg sue perlukan dalam hidup ni. Sue tak perlukan lebih. Cukuplah sekadar iman dan taqwa

Dear future husband... I really want to share all my love with you. But the best is, let us share our love towards Allah S.W.T..

Semoga bakal suami Sue merupakan seorang yang;
- Beriman kepada Allah. Agamanya baik. Sentiasa berjemaah dimasjid.
-Sopan pakaiannya, menutup aurat.
-Boleh didik isteri dan anak-anak dgn agama dan ilmunya
-Mampu menjadi imam yg baik. Kepada isteri dan juga keluarga
-Menghormati ibu bapa, dan juga orang yg lebih tua
Menyayangi anak-anak, serta kanak-kanak yang lain
-Menyayangi isteri, dan setia serta adil
-Bertanggungjawab dan berdikari
-Kerjaya yang baik utk menyara kami sekeluarga

Tak romantik tak sweet tak apalah. Asalkan beriman ckuplah ye.
Tukar taste dh. Hahaha. ;p



Bakal suami, smoga kau mengerti luahan hati ini. :)
Uhibbukafillah. Syg kamu kerana Allah.

Friday, July 20, 2012

Salam Ramadhan ^^,



It's Ramadhan again! 
To readers, selamat berpuasa & beribadah. :)


Ainaa Syamimi :)

Remembering how I met my sweet friend name, Ainaa. :)
Hehehe. We met on the first registration at Kolej Mara Kulim.
Shy and quite but inside I can see the independence of her. 

Early friendship :)
She is my cubemate as well. Every night, she's the one who accompanied me beside. 
Caring and loving person on earth!
We share almost everything! :)
She love kids. Love chocolates. Love pink.
Lovely person who always give me a helping hand.
Always help me buat Maggi to eat. haha.
Never let me hungry as well :)
 

Good in making KEK BATIK!
The moment together :)


Life Supporter forever ;D
 
Too much to write about her. I miss this girl so much!
May god bless her always. 

This thing I learned from her;
- Watashi no namae wa Adilah Suhailin desu!
My name is Adilah Suhailin
- Oyasuminasai
Goodnight!
-Arigatou gozaimasu
Thanks a lot
- Ohayo! 
Good morning!

There's a lot I couldn't remember much. Hehe. All that I can say,
Zutto, Aishiteru! Love you always bestfriend :)

Let us be BESTFRIEND forever :)

It's not "The End".

Let go VETERINARY?
No way! Well, I thought I would just let it go and accept Natural Resources. But I guess, it's not that easy for me to give up. Yes. 

Why giving up on something that you can reach if you put a little effort on it?
YES. If plan A doesn't work, there's still 25 letters left. So,
HAKUNAMATATA, means No Worry. :)

Skype was on, and on the screen was my sister, away from Australia. We had a tough conversation through the skype. After a long discussion, at last I end up with a conclusion. Yes, I should try. I shouldn't give up before I try. 

"Before you quit, try"

My sister said; "Sue sbnrnya sedang merajuk dgn takdir. Bukan Sue taknak vet. Sue terkejut yg Sue tak dapat first choice. How come Sue boleh simply let it go sedangkan Sue minat vet dari dulu lg.?"
Yea, maybe you're right sis. Memang Sue minat Vet dh lama. Sue cuma nak lari dari kekecawaan tu. That's why I just simply accept Natural Resources.

So, the next morning, I woke up with a new spirit, wanted to write a FORMAL LETTER to the university. Yes. Haha, the main problem was, I don't even experienced writing a formal letter.!
Don't worry, Google will always help you. ;p 
So I....
- Google the formal letter format, (thanks a lot google!) and write it down.
- Photostat the sijil-sijil kecemerlangan and slips. 
- Print out surat tawaran
- Photostat I/C 
- Add vet seniors in Facebook, get as much information as I could from them. (thanks seniors for your helping hand)
- Went to my dad's office to get the "pengesahan" to my sijil.
- Then went to pos laju alone hantar the surat (terkapai-kapai isi borang pos laju(≧◡≦) )
- Kakak seniors ask to call the Dean of Vet. (get help from daddy to talk)
Lastly, just pray hard! 

Hoping for the best of this. (⋋▂⋌)

Well, now I realize, I shouldn't give up at the beginning. Don't wannabe like this;
Sometimes, we're almost reach the goal, but we give up too fast.
So, for the best result...don't ever try to give up. Because you will never know where your luck is.
So, people out there, if you feel like giving up on hope, remember that there's always miracle somewhere.

That's it.! Now I'm waiting for the result. Trying to change the course, apply for vet.
Hoping that my dream will come true. ^^

Don't give up easily ok! Never say never! 
Thanks for reading <3


Thursday, July 19, 2012

Realiti Tak Seindah Mimpi




Kisahnya bermula...
ketika Sue tidur dengan nyenyak suatu petang. Suddenly, my phone rang. "Calling.....-EDY-..."
Ok, Edy is my soul mate forever :) Pelik juga kenapa tetiba call ni. Well, jarang sekali mamat ni nak call Sue kan. Then, I just answered it slumber.
"Hello, B..Edy nk bgtahu something ni. Tp tak tahulah awk ok ke tak kalau saya bgtahu awk ni. Nanti awk akan tahu juga kalau saya tak bgtahu skrg. Hmmm"
He sounded serious.
"Apa dia? Cakap la.." A lil bit nervous.
"Hmm..tadi saya ada check UMK punya website. Saya cuba check tawaran program awk. Awk xdpt Vet. Awk dpt Sumber Asli."he said.
I was like.................WHAT?!! Please tell me that you're joking.
"Serious. Saya tak tipu. Hmm.. Awk try la check." he replied.
OH MY GOD! What theeeee....??!
Since that, I cried so hard! Oh dreams, you're gone somewhere I can't reach you no more!
Broken Heart, Hopeless Dreams, Ruined Mood.

Then I got a call from my friend, Nora who applied for Vet too. And she said she's not chosen neither. Hmm.. What a bad story.  I think I would never be a Veterinarian. Never! It was so disappointing.  Everybody thought that I am a vet in future. But I guess, people should change their thoughts.

Kerana sedih yg teramat sangat, Sue decide utk terima Natural Resources (tawaran pengajian Sue letteww) dgn hati yg terbuka. Cari seniors, get along with them. View activities seniors. Wow! Menarik gila kot. Ala-ala National Geographic gitu. Best juga. Then, join group in Facebook. Famouskan diri disitu sekejap yer. Then berkenalan dgn seniors.
Okeh! I guess I am okay with that course. Well, tak semestinya tak dapat course Vet, tak boleh berjaya kan ? So, I went through it and get better.

Things get harder when it comes to my PARENTS. Hmm..
Sue kesian sgt tgk ibu & ayah. Berharap Sue dpt vet. Tp at last tak dapat. Ya Allah. Mcm mana ni?
I try to convince them that I will be ok with the course offered. But it seems like they are not very happy. :( So how?

Nevermind, I promised to myself, no matter what.. I will make you PROUD!
:'( I'm sorry Ibu. Sorry Ayah.

But this one keeps me alive; REMEMBER.....
sometimes what you want isn't always what you get,but in the end what you get is so much better than what you want.. :')


Why does cutting onions make our eyes tear?

Something interesting that I would like to share with You! yes.. YOU!!

A. When an onion is cut, certain (lachrymator) compounds are released causing the nerves around the eyes (lacrimal glands) to become irritated.
These compounds consist of methionine and cystine that are part of the amino acid family. (Protein is made up of several of these amino acids grouped together.)
When an onion is sliced or diced, the onion's cells release these compounds into the air. When this occurs, "enzyme" works to alter the amino acids into lachrymator compounds. This form of sulfuric acid irritates the nerves around the eyes making them tear.
How can we prevent this reaction?
  1. Use a sharp knife to cut the onion to reduce the amount of damage to the onion cells.
  2. Cool the onion in a refrigerator to suppress the scattering of the lachrymator.
  3. Soak the onion in water to dissolve the amino acids. (Cutting the onions in half or quarters before soaking them is even more effective.)
  4. Wear swimming goggles or ski goggles while cutting the onion.
  5. Use a ventilator or fan to blow the allyl sulfide away.

What is lachrymator?

Irritation to the tear glands causes it to secrete tears continuously without being influenced by the intent and emotion to cry. The chemical compounds released by the onions are allyl sulfide and they also exist in garlic and spring onions.


Are you READY?


Next Shelter: Universiti Malaysia Kelantan
Persiapan masuk UMK by: Arifah Zin

List to be prepared early-

1.Baju kurung putih, kain labuh hitam & tudung putih (utk upacara rasmi)
2. medical check up
3. Print out siap2 4 keping gambar passport
4. 2 cadar katil bujang, bantal dan 2 sarung bantal, selimut
5. Pakaian sukan dan harian yang tidak menjolok mata
6. Kasut gelap dan stoking hitam
7. baju kurung, tudung, kasut bertumit dab bertutup selesa
8.Fotostat salinan2 yang diperlukan
9. Bayaran yuran pembayaran RM 2210 ke bawah mengikut kursus masing2 di Bank Islam Malaysia Berhad
10.Buka akaun sendiri di Bank Islam Malaysia Berhad untuk tujuan biasiswa/pinjaman/ pendahuluan/pemulangan/elaun.

Independent :)





Yes! Independent. So how independent are you? 
.........think for a while.........
Well, since I am the youngest in my family, i never thought of doing things independently. That is SERIOUSSSS~ Nahh! I have nothing to worry about guys! My sisters and brothers can handle it for me! Easy rite? Everything is done without any effort at all. :)
But HOW FAR Sue??! Til When??!
I am 19, and I'm big enough to do my own things by myself! Hmm.. I realize that it's gonna be a BIG PROBLEM if I take it easy.

Okay, okay.. Do you have the same problem with me? No? Yes?
Hahaha. It's okay. Well, it's such a Big TROUBLE for me at first. Only god knows how difficult I have to face it. Grr! It's hard to be independent at first. It was like.... engulfing something with tons of brick! 
The whole thing changed when I first registered myself at Kolej Mara Kulim
With new environment & no relatives! Everyone is totally STRANGERS to me.
I whispered to myself;
"If you want to survive, you have to change"
That's it! CHANGE! It's not like "Abracadabra! Change into a new me!" and suddenly PUFF! I changed! No way. It took a week! 
Not really a week. Haha. I still remember on my first day of registration, my parents left me for a lunch and I was alone, like....hmm..nothing can describe that situation for sure! Then, I just picked up my stuffs, and followed a group of family. Meters away, I could hear their conversation in Kelantanese essence. "Yeah! They might be from Kelantan" so I followed behind them. 
Shocked, they looked at me. I just smiled and greeted them. 
"Alone?" the mother asked. "Yup. My parents out for a lunch and leave me for registration. May I follow you?" i replied. I can feel my face turned warmer. Blushed i guess. "Oh, yea. No biggie." the father smiled. :) So then, I walked to my dorm, supposedly where I have to sleep for a year.
That's the first independence of mine. Haha. Since then, I felt confident to be independent. 
Yeah, every time I  have to be independent, I know my face will blushed out like a thermometer in a boiling water. 
But, yet, the confidence come when you ignore the feeling. Then I did it. 

Day after day. Bit by bit, my confidence grows. And thus, here I am feeling good with myself, just to catch an independence. ^^,
Now I'm still improving my level of confidence and independence itself. 
I promise to myself, no more blissful life with a thousand assistants around me. All by myself. 
If you can do everything by yourself, then you're closer to a success
You can ask for a helping hand, but only when you need it. Not when you never try.



Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Blogging Back After A Year?!

Err.. hello?
It's kinda weird since I've left blogging for sooooo long and I come out with no idea but with full of desires and lusts in writing a BLOG! Fuh! I took a moment to think of words I guess. Haha.

Ok, nevermind. Let's forget about how I think of words to write. :)
 Anyway, I just have to post something today. Maybe just to make myself satisfied "at least I got something in my blog" rather than "no post" at all. That's annoying. Hehe.

Since I have no more words to write out, I wish you all a happy day and have a BLAST!
Thanks for Reading ! ^^,